I haven't posted here in awhile.

Been feeling depressed lately. I feel like my husband is not attracted to me sexually. I tried talking to him and he told me that he was attracted to me sexually but then I asked him why he didn't want to have sex with me. He has come with some excuses. At first I understood the excuses now I don't. I have tried several times to get his attention, but he just glances and me and then looks away. He is not a very affectionate person. Am I just feeling insecure about myself? I just want his attention and keep seem to get it. It been several weeks since he has touched me. I just want to scream but why bother?


H: 49
W: 47
D: 6
M: 6 1/2 yrs
H: Bomb #1 6-2010
H: Bomb #2 7-2011
H: Separated: 7-11-11
Reconciling 2-2012
Separated: 1-31-15 (I asked him to move out)