Me too, hate to see you go -- I do like trying to help although admittedly I don't think my feedback has been that useful to you. I have a feeling that if I moved in for a few weeks I may offer very different commentary and side with your BFF!

That said, I think everyone here wants the best for you. We are as a group not inclined to tell you it's ok to be angry and leave because most of us have been a victim of that.

No one knows your sitch better than you. If you want to come on my thread and vent now and again you are welcome to it.

Accuray

Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced
M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11
Start Reconcile: 8/15/11
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced)
In a New Relationship: 3/2015