Yes, I do look at her facebook. I will sometimes even look at her photos. She has only ever posted one photo of the two of us on her facebook and once in a while when I feel down I check to see if that photo is still there. It is however she has hidden her relationship status. So yes I see your point and yes it would be snooping.
I would say I am missing all three most of the time.
I would also agree that most of the time I am dealing with self inflicted pain and that contact with her can be difficult. Even when it has been a wonderful time I go home and feel pain because there I am home alone wishing to be holding her in my arms and wondering if that will ever happen again.
I need to keep working on myself and try and be stronger and less of a snoop. Thanks for the kick in the pants:-)
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