I'm so sorry you're feeling all this pain. You've tried for so long, and so hard.

Sometimes the hardest thing to accept, is that we've learned that we can't accept any less than what we really need from a relationship. It sounds like that is where you are right now.

Whatever you decide, know that there are many that have been in your place...or are there right now...and we've all felt the loneliness and agony of feeling we must make a decision for ourselves, even if it's not what we had been hoping for. Only you know what is right for you.

Women are angels. And when someone breaks our wings, we simply continue to fly...on a broomstick. We are flexible