I would suggest you post on newcomers. There's more traffic there.

I truly understand your frustration. Take a lot of deep breaths. That's the first advice I can give you for now. Others will chime in with much more useful advice.

Take very very good care of yourself!


M 42 H 39
T10 (-2yrs separation)
S8 D5
DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA)
Reconciled 6/2013
Separation in works 1/2017