Hi sg - please please don't apologize for the delay. you have a life too, and i am just so grateful that you are even here, to help in any way.


What have you been doing this week to take care of yourself?


i don't feel very successful on any area this week. I am bummed to say that i am still not pushing enough with my personal goals.

there is so much continuous emotional upheaval and i know that i need to retrain my brain to stop and switch my focus to something else

i did do quite a bit better on monday and tuesday, but wed and thursday were not so successful.

I know what i need to do in my mind, but seem to be having a very hard time actually doing it. can't figure out what is holding me back so much.

Michele says that figure out our own answers (and she provides DB tools to help).

i'm aware that i am feeling quite lost in terms of motivating myself and seeing what i should work towards in my personal goals. the work thing is really going slowly, and i am now becoming aware that even though i am very talented, my belief system about my skills and what i can achieve with them is sadly lacking in self-confidence.

where are these tools that michele speaks about?

i think now, that when i am real turning the focus away from h, i am seeing so much within myself that i need to work on.

i shall try harder tomorrow to focus more clearly on what to do. my list of to do things has grown so long ...

thank you for your help
zig

me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"