You've actually gotten quite a bit of advice, but you seem to be stuck in the "depression" phase of your sitch. You "hear" but you don't "listen". See you have to get yourself back to hve the courage to do what must be done.
I know it's tough. I know you'd like to curl up and forget this nightmare is going on, but you need to reclaim your life. Not for your W, but for you and your kids.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.