Take your W off of the medical and start learning to live on your own. Even if you may not feel like you're ready, I think you need that to learn how to get control of your own life and get your swagger back.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.