Maybe letting go is going to be the best option. It will stop the fight. The fight in her towards me. I've been working to hard at keeping us together. It's just a fight. All of which we both want to end. I just need to be me. That's what she fell in love with. When she did fall in love with me I wasn't fighting her. I was just being me. Dependable, happy, fun, loving me. I can't turn my back on the woman I love. She needs me. Even though she says she doesn't want anything from me, she has turned to me in times of need. Our D is involved so I will be there always. I just need to stop pressuring and let her do what she needs to do. Even though it will hurt at times.
