You people don't know what it's like to live with someone who makes me feel like I'm nesting in a thorn bush.
Some of us do know how you feel. Complaining about it is not good for your esteem either, because it reinforces it. Keep in mind some of us have been through exactly what you have been through.
That the light at the end of the tunnel is either your wife back, or a life that you cherish with someone who is thankful to have you - and not a train coming at you.
Keep the complaints to yourself, the echo is not good for you. Know that some of us are hear with you in spirit. Realizing that the devil has attack on family, positive relationships, love, proper male/female relationship format.