He skyped again and talked to his boys. I came in and said hello, and that we are going to eat now. So he said he had to go too and I anwsered saying "very good" sounding happy. I have to be careful, becauuse I am p***** off and I don't want him to notice...
I still am fighting to control my feelings of wanting to quit and give up. And I feel anger.
I just still don't know how to handle the expectations I shouldn't have...
I am trying to do more with my kids. To be emotionally available to them. Many times I'm not so good in it =(
I am very tired. Physically and emotionally.
But I am walking, step by step, because I want to grow!
