Feeling like a boomerang. Back again! ARG!!

[mac-ct]

I haven't felt this worked up about ANYTHING for a heck of a long time. She knows how to hurt but I'm NOT going to raise to the bait.

She's nowhere that I would have expected her to be - just been with ALL her friends. It MAY be family but as I've found out they're NOT doing as in the past (Mac's a prat - don't talk to him). WTF?????????

Ahh - soddit - going to cook a gourmet meal for MYSELF - beef burgers and egg :-)

I can taste it now. The Chicken Lasagne will just have to stay in the fridge for the W to stare at!!!!!!!

[mac-ct]

And how the hell do you go "dark" when the other person is in the house?????

It's up to HER to make approaches!!!!!!

All I can do (and am) is be there for her

[mac-ct]

AND (rant) I have more than a feeling that Pa is working on this in the background!

[mac-ct]

Is this lot all about "saying" to the significant other that "this is what it's going to be like without me"??

[Serenity13]

LOL... My friend, I can do NOTHING without Him. I am just a willing vessel, therefore, He gets all the credit, not me.

Is this lot all about "saying" to the significant other that "this is what it's going to be like without me"??

No and that is where you are looking at this with the wrong eyes, this isn't about her, this is now about YOU and what YOU want out of YOUR life.

I can now look at it as a door He opened for me, it was up to me to walk through that door, to see what was waiting for me on the other side.

I chose not to wallow, not to disect each and every single word or action, and not to allow it to steal my joy (granted it did take me a couple of years to get to this place LOL). However, the choice is YOURS... What you going to do with it, is completely up to you.

[Serenity13]

What you going to do with it, is completely up to you.

And I cannot edit for some reason - That should say, what you do with it, is completely up to you.

[mac-ct]

Ahhhh - sweetheart - thats' got me in tears which means ..............

it's right

Thank you so very much - but it's still hard so it's gotta be worth it eh?

Mac

((((((((Serenity))))))))

[mac-ct]

And you know what?

The W is the one that's confused NOT ME!

[Serenity13]

it's still hard so it's gotta be worth it eh?

It was to me, but my outcome was not what I was shooting for in the beginning.

((((Hugs))))

[mac-ct]

((((((Serenity))))))