How do you all do it? I'm so tired and hurt right now I can't think straight. The scary thing is it's not getting easier, it's going to get worse. The fully moving out, the house selling, the PA and probable divorce are still to come too. I'm not worried about the new friend, he's a work thing.

What I am worried about is that I'm still so attached. Despite the fact that she thought it over for 1 week before walking out of a 10 year relationship and seems fine with it. Maybe a little bit guilty but not much. I just can't even comprehend what sort of person does that, let alone someone who told me she loved me constantly. I can't bring myself to forget 'us', even if she seems to be able to.