I don't know why but I couldn't sleep at all last night. For some reason I find myself feeling the pain of heartbreak again. Perhaps it was seeing her new place for the first time. IDK. I'll get over it. Just wasn't expecting to feel this way.
It could be the four bottles of wine I saw in the fridge. Or the bell on the counter that says ring me for a drink. It makes my mind swim. This woman never stepped foot in a liquor store while we were together. Also her house was messy. She was a neat freak. Who knows.