H is here right now in the other room with Q. I felt a bit guilty because I'm so tired and didn't feel up to being fun and flirty...even friendly.
I dressed nice. We were talking and then he farted really loud and grinned and said Missed Me? (roll my eyes)
We were talking about S, about other stuff. We were talking about the yard and I said just sorta to myself keeping up with this house keeps me busy. And he said one day next week I'll come by and do it. I bit my tongue and didn't say you did a half ass job last time!!! But I didn't. I just said you sure? thanks.
I mentioned an event in a few weeks time something I heard that was going to happen there and he said which day? and I said why? and he said because I'm going the first day. and it just effing turned my stomache. I have always loved that event, and never been to a full day. He's always talked sh*t about. The first year we lived here we went after work and met up with his mum and sis but there was only a couple hours left of the day. And now he's taking a full day off to go with his family and GF!!!
Who knows maybe everytime he sees me he thinks so she could lose the weight AFTER we split?
I'm afraid after that I sorta clammed up.He and S are online in the next room ordering his present. They're going to dinner after that.
