Don't say anything that will come back to haunt you later. Like I said to you in the email, no you do not deserve this, however, look at it as a second chance to determine what it is you do deserve. Get mad, however, use the anger in a good, productive way. Allow it to fuel you into doing something you have wanted to do, use it to get some things done around the house, use it to take a long walk around the neighborhood, just don't use it for revenge.
As the lyrics to one of my all-time favorite songs goes ~ "This is your life, are you who you want to be?"
(((Hugs)))
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~