Hi Back56, I just found your story through Twink's thread. Wow, it's so close to my story (except my h isn't a L).

I've been posting on Newcomers but come over here and catch up every week or so.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss