Hi SD, Congrats on triumphing over that bathroom hurdle.

I find it so interesting that you have this project in her absence and have the space to think about and deal with your internal dialogue.

It seems as if I see that all over the board today, the differences between the situation itself and the internal dialogue we create about ourselves, our R and our S.

It seems like you are taking big steps in awareness...now the next part, what to do.. that is where I get stuck.

I wonder if your inner dialogue is a defense of sorts, if it weren't there about W, what would you think and feel?

I wondered something when I read your post... I notice how quickly you transitioned from your success in the project to looking at the other hurdles... do you give yourself credit? do you allow yourself to enjoy the successes and to appreciate your skills? (i, for one, would never even attempt what you are doing.)

Happy 4th! Hope you have something fun planned!


Me(f): 51 W: 41
DP:8 M:3 T:10
"W not happy" 7/11
D final: 8/13