I'm a new person

[2chiquitos]

I spoke to my sponsor and 2 objective friends today. Its helped a lot. I can feel myself slowly going back to my new calm self again...

My plans for tomorrow:
H is coming to pick up S4 in the morning to take him on a boat ride at the harbor and fireworks show at the Queen Mary. They should have a lot of fun. Before I would have stayed quiet and said something to spoil it because I was jealous that I wasn't going along. Instead I said the truth. "That's awesome. S4 will love it! However I do have to say I'm a little jealous. I wish I could go along." He loved that response and said that he'll make plans for us to all go.
I will be going to Al anon with a friend. Then lunch at Hs moms and dinner/fireworks at a friends.
Should be fun