hope you feel better. i'll keep reminders in mind:) good way of putting git.

sorry you're so tired - hope you feel better

so i did do the little flirt thing on the phone - was in a great mood - couldn't see marigold hotel,because friend couldn't make it that early, so went to see Moonrise Kingdom - it was great to laugh so much - what a sweet sweet movie and i love that sort of tongue in cheek style. came out with a few tears but a big smile in my heart.

called my boys to say goodnight to s, but h picked up the phone. i just said hi babe how are you - and the result was pretty good - very warm voice in response, we chatted and i told him about the movie and how good it was and how it put me in a great happy mood (i could hear slightly mixed feelings in his voice as he tried to be enthusiastic).

asked how their day was and he told me how great s was doing at swimming. then he asked what i was doing tomorrow. good positive- he usually never asks! so i said i hadn't planned anything, and he said that a mutual friend had invited them over just like every year, but he didn't know and left it open, sort of hinting that we could talk about it tomorrow. i just said yeah fine.

so the babe thing did sort of work - usually when i call to say goodnight to s, he immediately says here's s, or gives s the phone.

i was definitely flirting a slight bit, and he didn't seem to respond negatively, but will keep in mind to do it only once in a while.

i'm going to the movies again tomorrow afternoon with same friend so we can see the afternoon show of marigold hotel.

finally got to the point that i can do other things than read r fix it books and be on the board!! well i haven't been that bad - been going out much more recently with friends and that's helped a lot. also having the intern here almost everyday has helped tremendously for me to be at home and not focus on the sitch non-stop.

so a good day today - am getting ready to play on the machines for the rest of the week - to design new patterns for the fall/winter "collection" and that will be a lot of fun for me

oh btw, met a new turtle while hanging out with the others - she's called audacious and she's my twin!!!!


me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"