Journaling

Ugh holidays are really the times that get to me! Had been feeling really good or pretty good most of the time lately but today I've been down in the dumps- I feel like people forget to include you when you are no longer part of a couple. Luckily my best friend always includes me.

In other news- Saturday I went to the beach with a group of friends from high school and then one friend brought a few of his coworkers. We had a really fun day and the guys were all going out at night. I decided not to go and my friend told me Sunday they ran into H at a nice bar in the city. They said he was wearing mesh shorts and a tshirt ( H is usually a good dresser). Friend told me they made eye contact but didn't talk as H was leaving. Monday morning H emails me but doesn't mention it (knows I hang out with hs friend a lot and would get back to me) but he is very pleasant in his email. Emailed me again today- again very pleasant.


Me-32
H-31
M-1yr, 9mos/T-6.5yrs
No kids, 3 pets
H estranged father passes away- 8/11
Bomb- 1/15/12
Began LRT- 4/1/12