W text that she be home around 6 last night, but didn't get home til nearly 9. Didn't pick up my calls, and didn't text or anything. I went ahead and did dinner for the kids and her, had a few beers and watched a movie.
When she did get home, she apologized and said her phone died. We're getting ready to go on vacation for a few days and she's trying to close a couple of deals before we go. Honestly, I was fine that she worked late, but it does grate on me that somehow it always involves beer and for some reason, she can't borrow anyone's phone to let me know what's up. Yep, I've still got trust issues, but I am trying to have faith and not worry so much about it. I can't control her.
I will say, the fact that she took ownership of it, and apologized was a baby step. Most days she'd just stroll in and act like it was fine. She was even a little frisky, though I didn't respond.
Oh, this week's retrovaille post session was just ok. It didn't affect me nearly as much as the last one. Next time it's about forgiveness and trust, which I think is huge for both of us, but we have a conflict so will have to do that one over in October. I guess on the bright side, W has agreed not to leave until we finish the program, so I've extended it a few months
