Ok, so I need either a talk down, a pep talk, or a slap across the face that you would give to some hysterical person!!! Of course it's H.... and I should just be used to his crap by now, but today I'm not dealing well. So instead of going out there and yelling at him, I'm venting here.
H gets home thanks me again for de-ticking him. I laugh and say no problem. I go out to try and cut up a small tree that has fallen down, but I can't find our little camping axe, so that doesn't work well. When I come back in H informs me there is pizza in the oven if I want any.
Fast forward to like an hour later I'm downstairs getting ready to play Just Dance and he asks me if I want to talk. I answered honestly. No, I'm busy. He seemed irritated. I continued with if you have something you want to say then by all means say it. He said (yet again) he wanted to know if I had changed my mind about anything. I said no. I said did you (I knew the answer but couldn't stop my mouth from asking), he did a cold laugh and said no. Threw a little baby fit and I walked back to my game. Played a looooooong time..... Kept thinking of the 37 rules.... anything to keep me from going up to him and yelling there is the door walk the fvck out it if you want, I don't have you shackled here. Also kept me from calling or texting his entire support system and telling them how collectively stupid they all are.
I guess he's decided he should bring up a "talk" because he's not doing a good job of pissing me off with anything else.... Then I find more evidence of just how crazy he is.... another shopping spree.... last website he was at was some shopping cart for something, he deletes the browser history, but the last page is still there. Guess he doesn't realize that.
You would think after almost 9 months a person would get a clue that stuff isn't going to make everything better,and that I'm clearly not the problem, but whatever, throw a baby fit. I think I am also annoyed because today was the day of my car alignment, and well that was another $120!! The guy had to come in and talk to me about something, I don't know I wasn't following him, torque and some crank thingy, and something being really bent. He must have noticed I wasn't following him because he said I probably have you really confused. I said yes, I trust you, please do whatever you need to to fix it. We both laughed. Where I take it I trust them totally, I know they would never screw anyone over. They are a great family owned business that has been in our community for a long time.
H just came storming back here, with grrrr grumpy, I'm mad at you face, and says quite rudely, "It's cooled down considerably, I'd like to open the windows if YOU don't mind." I replied cheerfully, "no, go ahead, that's fine!"
I will NOT give him the fight he is looking for, I refuse to do it. The world does not revolve around him, I refuse to leave my home, and I will continue to stand my ground.
He can have a lovely time talking sh!t about me with his fuvked up family tomorrow.... instead of facing his real issues. Project away jackass!!!!!!!!
