BeingMe, honey, part of the problem is, you are all over the board! You said 6 months ago if your MRI was good, you were leaving, you have told many times about how he has rejected you, sleep in different rooms, etc. As I have pointed out to you, I don't think you will ever leave or divorce him no matter what. Again, I'm not putting you down in saying that, but as I have said, you need to make the best of things and make some changes. Why did you take him to the airport? Why not let someone take him and pick him up, and while they do that, don't be there. Shake things up a bit. If you keep doing the same thing, you will get the same result.