Great job on the diet. That is brilliant, I am trying to do the same. Basically I got really depressed about being at home and just sat and ate for the past month. Today was the first day I forced myself to walk up to the swimming pool, even though it is 45 mins each way and went for a swim. Now I feel inspired. If you need an buddy I'm up for that, if I tell someone I am going to do it then I feel bad if I don't. So, this week I am going to go swimming 3 times for at least 45 mins each time. Now I will have to come and confess if I don't do it
About Gabe, you know you can't control his decisions and I know it is hard to trust him after all that has happened. Looking at your signature you have been back together 2 years! Wow! That is longer than a lot of relationships. Try and trust that he has been faithful for the past two years and is showing no signs of even wanting an affair. Plus, you could use the opportunity to spice things up and get him really excited about seeing you. You could send some hot texts and stuff. Joe and I usually build up the anticipation before we see each other so that when we do it is extra good and exciting and it also keeps the focus on each other when we don't see each other which is most of the time.
