Blood on the Tracks

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The school apparently is worried that I might miss a payment (they should be worried that she misses a payment!!!)) because then they have to take it out of 2 accounts. They want it simple. That is the initial response.

I feel like such an A-hole going through this like I am trying to punish her. But I am not, at least not 99% of me to be honest. I just want the 50/50 to be a fair 50/50. Not one where she benefits off of my sweat. I can guarantee that D1 is going to be taken care of under my roof, am I responsible for under STBXW's roof too? That is where I really feel anxious and like a jerk. It feels like STBXW is using her (self made) disadvantage as an advantage to guilt me and live off of my earnings. Maybe I am thinking about this wrong.