It will get better. Have faith in that - it will get better.
His text brought back a painful convo with my H, almost word for word. I don't think that even now, just one month later, after my H moved out he would most likely not say those words again. The hurt and fear and anger need to subside, then clarity will come...eventually.
Me& h + S M: 13 t: 14
H moved 2/12. Own apt 05/12, EAs, PAs, gfriends, oh my! I'm done. 12/12
"I get knocked down, but I get up again.. you're never gonna keep me down" Chumbawumba