One last "push" at 8:30am tomorrow. Over the weekend, my wife and I haven't been able to come to an agreement, so it'll be down to the judge to make his final decree.
My heart is rock bottom tonight. I hate how my wife and I (once a loving and pretty happy couple) have come to this point. Due to many glaring discrepancies in behavior and timing, I'm hard-pressed now to see true sincerity in her visit on Wednesday night. For all she said about willing to do anything to keep us together/for this family/for our son, it seems she's just not ready or willing to make that sacrifice. HER career will always (and sadly) come first. Nevertheless, I continue to pray for her soul, mind and heart; I still care for her that much, at least.
One thing that has stuck in my mind was something someone here said: If God has the power to destroy, He also has the power to repair.
I'm not giving up yet. Far from it. I seek your prayers tonight and tomorrow morning. Pray for all of us, please. Thank you.
One last "push" at 8:30am tomorrow. Over the weekend, my wife and I haven't been able to come to an agreement, so it'll be down to the judge to make his final decree.
