She knows your plans, so go. If she decides to go, she will go. Leave it at that.

Do not change your plans because of her or you will spend the next few weeks changing your plans based on what you think she wants. This is for you and your D. Enjoy it.

I wouldn't mention it again. She already knows.

Detaching is hard. I did it then felt like I was on the right path so I took a few steps back from detachment. I am still ahead of where I was, but I lost ground. I need to detach again. I am starting to think about what the W is doing when we aren't together and it [censored]. I need to get back to where I didn't care. I start thinking the worst and then talk to her a day later and she volunteers information on what she did and it wasn't what I thought. So by thinking about what she is doing is hurting me. Must stop thinking.

It is a rough ride, but we have to be strong enough to take it.

M-40
W-33
D3, D4, SD13
T 9 YEARS
M 5 YEARS
ILYBINILWY APRIL 2012