Lost - just read your last post. And it seems that something astounding is happening, Your W is indeed showing some interest in you. Good stuff! You should be feeling great - I would be!
Don't think that this is the tipping point (yet) but it's looking promising.
Keep doin' what you're doin' Focus on yourself do the 180's (on the controlling bit especially)
Forgiveness can take time, and space. You may, just may be getting there. Congrats!
