I feel with you, MadeToSucceed.

Me too I have done so many things the wrong way. I still do. Sometimes I think I am so unskilled in relationship matters I will never learn.
But I am not giving up! I will go on learning and growing and praying and believing.

I want to be happy!

And I know I am on ther right path here =)

God bless you with all the strength you need!