since W went out and bought a brand new car this weekend, I just got done removing her old one from my insurance and removing her as a driver from my policy.. another string cut it seems... it will save me some money I think, but it still hurts to have yet another thing go... maybe her cutting as many strings as possible will allow us to start over at some point? rebuild from the ground up... I will be calling a realtor tomorrow about putting house up for sale... I can barely afford the mortgage by myself so i think it's time I look at getting out from under it and getting an apartment or something smaller... trying to avoid foreclosure if I can.. the last 2 months feel like an eternity... try as I might, I am still not sleeping most nights more than about 3-4 hours at a time...
last DB coaching session tomorrow... can't afford to buy any more which is a shame because Cheryl has been great and one of the few in my corner... need to make some notes to maximize my time with her... get the boys tomorrow too... looking forward to that... I miss them very much when I'm at the fire station... will have to come up with something fun for us to do...
have faith, be good and stay safe...
M:40 W:31 S:8 S:5 D:8(prev. relationship) Bomb dropped: 5/10/12 It's not you it's me MO: 6/1/12 T:14 M:9
