H messaged me again and I did a much better job of being funny and light hearted...high 5 to me.
Earlier today I was joking around with S and I walked into the other room with a smile on my face and I realized I had that same feeling I used to have when we would all joke around as a family that I never had before meeting H. It felt great. Not just because I am in SO much of a better place than March/April/May but that I can have this happiness and joy WITHOUT being in a R!
