Any chance to make it work? I need advice

[sweetbabyred]

I think I may have my house sold. I'm paying to get out of it, and losing a ton of money, but it'll be one less thing to deal with. Then H can contact me if he wants, but he can't say that I'm trying to hold onto him with the house.

It'll be sad to see it go, but the day he said he didn't know if he wanted to be with me I knew I had to get rid of it and I haven't lived there in almost a year, so it's time to let go.

It's a little disappointing that one of my big goals was to own a house by 30 and to be in a happy relationship. I achieved both of those by 30, but it looks like I'll have neither one by my 35th in October.

I guess I should make the goal more about sustaining the achievement and not just getting there.

This week H worked two days at one of the events I was at. I was the team lead and my boss for the week at one point mentioned what a cute couple we were. That was a little awkward, but I hadn't wanted to get into the whole separation issue because after this project was over, I'd most likely never see her again as she works in NY.

H was concerned that I'd told people we were together. I wouldn't have even mentioned we were married, except that we were wearing name tags and someone was bound to realize we had the same last name. Not to mention that he got hired because he said that his W, me, referred him. That company loves me, so they put him on the event.

I think it's funny that he'll claim me as his wife if it benefits him, but god help me if I tell someone he's my husband.

While he's in between jobs, he's been working events in my industry and finally getting an idea of the amount of work/stress that I deal with.

Maybe now he'll finally realize why I didn't want to go out at night at the last minute when I still had another long day the next day.

Not that it'll change our sitch, but maybe he'll realize how hard I worked and that it wasn't all fun and games.