Still Afloat and moving Forward

[BeingMe]

My comment is somewhat tongue in cheek, BH ... it rhymes, so it worked for me. Ha! At the moment, I am cancer free. I think of the next year as worry free until the next MRI. I can forget about it until then.

In the meantime, I live my life. I have been thinking about volunteering somewhere ... Red Cross perhaps. I still have two years uni left and then my D19 and I graduate. I will take it one course at a time, one day at a time, and not look too far into the future. Now is when I should be living to the best of my ability, GAL, unloading the toxic burden of H's issues (although, lately, he's been somewhat communicative ... not as fully as I would like, but for him, quite something). I think of Wendy's list of what she would like in a future H ... I would definitely want someone who can talk about everything and anything. I am that type of person ... my children and I can chat about politics, ufo's, ghosts, science, history, writing, books that we've read, and the list goes on. My H, sadly, gets bored with most of our "chatter". And, I get bored with his constant discussion on his projects at work. Don't mind sometimes, but it gets a bit much, almost like his work is all that counts or interests him.

I'm off to our condo in city where my D25 and grandchildren live. I'll be there for the summer. Soooooo looking forward to it.