Wow Snodderly, you really think so? It sure seems to be looking that way, doesn't it? I mean making a point to contact me, only when OW is not around? How stupid is that? Yes you're right and you've told me more than once to keep contact with him to business only. However to be honest I've went ahead and gone along with some more friendly texting just to see where it goes. Test him a bit too. And it seems quite clear, he's put me aside for talking to when he's away from her.
Thanks tested I really really really needed that hug! Man this single mom gig gets pretty tough doesn't it? Really that's all that's going on, Im very overwhelmed with everything. I just don't have any time to decompress anymore. It's just going from one thing to the next, the next, and then the next. Im working hard at pacing myself, basically slowing down and not stressing. But now Im so tired I've become lazy about things that I normally was never lazy about.
I never stopped to think I was having trouble controlling the anger valve... but that sure is the truth. I guess it's our own version of spew. I guess I have a right to still be angry for a while longer. I don't like the feeling, but I do know I must work through it to achieve peace somehow.
