Haven't had any contact with the W in three days. No texts, emails or telephone calls.
W came by the house tonight to see if I needed a ride to go out to eat. Thought my son might have had our transportation and I might be afoot. Thought this could be good or bad. When she arrived, she gave back the debit cards for our bank accounts.
Our S was home and said he wanted to go eat also. She originally thought he was going to be gone. During the evening, she made comments about coming over to the house and getting more of her stuff, "to clean her stuff up for me."
Between giving the cards back and continuing to move on, I feel she was originally going to tell me she was moving on, but the S's presence got in the way.
She also made comments about coming over on the 4th to lay by the pool, if that was OK.
I didn't talk about our future, our relationship, nothing. Tried my best to talk about work, her work, just regular stuff. It's killing me but I'm trying. It feels like she is continuing to move on. Roller coaster, I'm on the front car again......
