I'm back....

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Oh, and to make mention of something that I think is important in my healing process: I did not find my happiness in another man. As a matter of fact, I decided to not have a serious relationship until I knew for sure that I was OVER ExH. I am happy because of ME. I did it, no one did it for me. THAT is a huge accomplishment for me. I have not been without a BF since I was 17 not for more than maybe a month. If one R ended, I was in a new one right away...whether it was good for me or not. I wanted to learn how to be on my own and I can. And, I like it. It works for me right now. I don't feel as though I am lacking anything. I have friends, family and I am busy. If LOVE finds me again, then great. But, for now, I am good. That feels wonderful.