Yeah, I usually try and plan my weekend out so that I'm busy. And now that W is out of town I have D. I do great keeping busy with her. Right now it's just the no contact from W during the day that [censored]. Plus I'm not even sure if she's coming back today or tomorrow. I'm trying to show her it doesn't matter even though it does. If she doesn't come home today that's fine with me. Another night in my own bed in our house with D. Every time I ask D if she wants to call mommy she says no. Maybe I need to take some cues from her and just stop thinking about her.
