what you're feeling is normal. what you're doing is normal, too. you're thinking of the worst-case scenario.
you don't have a crystal ball. lots of people on here have felt as you do. some have R, some have D. you don't know which one you'll be.
however, if you keep a positive attitude, you'll increase your chances of getting what you're looking for in life. it may not be your W, when all is said and done and you've done the work you need to improve YOU.
move your focus to YOU. each time you start this downward cycle of thinking, try to catch yourself and move your thoughts to something better. pray, pray, for yourself and strength and be thankful for what you have.
"I'm afraid I did turn around to try and catch up with her, it seemed like a good idea at that moment but she had disappeared."
not a good idea. pursuing. should you be pursuing now?
M:63 H:53 S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23 M:15 T:16
Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways." H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12 12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing