Talk about morning after night before! Not sure last night was a great idea. Had fun but feeling rubbish now. Obviously, drinking is not the answer here! Feeling pretty low now. Not rock bottom but low nonetheless. I have IC tonight and am hoping to go to see a comedian after tickets permitting. Getting together with friends is a tough one as most have left the city and well to be honest I've been rubbish at staying I'm touch. I just feel bad contacting them out if the blue and unloading on them. Was out with a friend who has known me for years and is friends with my wife too. She couldn't understand what's going on either. I'm also a bit concerned I may be transferring my feelings onto a girl I work with. I know it's a terrible idea right now but it feels nice to have a connection with someone.
