I think it should be wwzd because I like to think of Zena (warrior princess) as that strong confident woman inside of us we're trying to be! I love whoever said what would the woman you want to be do? Because that's such a great thing to strive for that person that you want to become.
I had a great night with hardly any thoughts of H. I don't even feel the need to check his FB page anymore. I listened to music I hadn't heard in ages. Talked to friends made plans to have drInks after work laughed with my son. I remember a time when even being in my own home alone felt strange. I remember going to he'd alone, turning off the lights all felt strange and I constantly thought about what H was doing.
I'm not sitting around actively thinking about growth, detachment, and the sitch. I am finally just living, being in the moment, without a man. The other day I thought about H living with her and I thought gosh that must be weird. If I'd done all that surely a part of me would think my life has changed so quickly and that makes me a little bit scared. I'm not scared now. I'm not running to get to a goal. When I walked away I was. When I went out every weekend and met loads of guys I was. If we never R and this is all there is I'll be okay. I've gained this independence and calm I never had. I know I want a M that looks different to what I had and I'm not sure who that will be with
