Tenatively dating...... An accountant, an airline pilot,a guy working on his PhD in education, and today a retired colonel called me........
I set my mind to not spend the 4th alone, and suddenly invitations were rolling in. Tenative, because I am making sure I don't go down any roads I regret.
As I think about STBXH and myself I just don't think I can ever get past OW. She may just be a symptom. But everytime I hear him talk, I can hear her. I just don't think that will ever change. So those two "soulmates" can just go lead their own special new happy lives together.
I will live my life and see where it takes me!
Also tenatively, because in my heart I really think I'm headed for California. Which I have told the guys I've had tea/drinks/movies/beach dates/dinners with. No lies, no secrets.
Just seeing what my future holds!
Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32 D final 9/12 Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!
