New development. H caught me on an internet dating site. I had only just joined because I was feeling I needed a little cheering up. That's all...chatted very casually about the weather to a couple of men. I had already decided I wasn't going to pursue this course. He of course accused me of all sorts of things. I agreed it was wrong and he was very angry and accusatory. All I could do was agree with him. I have no excuses except loneliness and desperation. He is not interested in my feelings or how any of this is affecting me, he is a very unforgiving man. Now he says it was the nail in the coffin. Wants to proceed to D ASAP next week.
I can't change anything now but will keep DB'ing as best as I can.
