Feeling empty today. Maybe it's he rejection that I'm feeling. Plus, W might be coming back tomorrow. I worry about seeing her because of the rejection I get from her. I had a good mindset at the beginning of the month but then things went south. I had a great attitude. I was acting as if everything was going to work out eventually. Even led to going on a mini vacation together where everyone had fun. But when we returned W wanted to get away from me and seems to be cold and irritated at everything I do. Except when she really needs me. I miss being paid attention to. I miss being worried about and asked how my day was & listened to. I need to get that back. I need to get that attitude back where I'm feeling good about myself and confident. I feel it when I'm with our D. I need, I need, I need. Maybe that's what I really must work on. ?
