On another note, I began to summarize my sitch in hopes of helping others. As I began to re-live the pain, I don’t feel it is best for me at this time to look back. Perhaps I will be up to doing it at some point. Hopefully I can help others by providing what I learned throughout my journey.
I completely understand, LITB. It took me a long time before I could talk about my sitch, and it's STILL painful to go back and read my journal for that period, and it's been 5 years now.
Enjoy your visit; I'll be praying that it is everything you hope it will be, and that you guys will continue to make real progress.