I want to make it work, deep inside I know we can. I think W does too, but cant be certian. I get alot of mixed signals from her. Ive notice when I get upset (not agrumentative) she becomes more talkative and friendly, which I hate becuase why does it need to get to that point. Overall we dont argue and we talk alot, well she does I usually listen and add to the conversation. We always have family events just about every weekend which keeps us busy. I feel she has a mental block that isnt allowing to fully tried to make it work. Im hoping our family trip will help out some, but thats just my wish. During one our R talks she told my why couldnt I make these changes when she was hurting, I just reassured her that they are permanant. She is in a different place than me now, these 4 months have been tuff on me.
