So did you leave or did you not leave? From what I read you left. You are now staying somewhere else. Call it what you will. That is abandoning the home.
What is your plan here ?
p.s. Your emotions are going sky hi. So you will think you turn everyone's head right now. And when you talk to people your emotions are so fine tuned. They pick up on it. Nature of the beast at this moment. DO NOT DO SOMETHING YOU WILL REGRET.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!