What you are feeling is normal -- everyone here has gone through that. It does get better and you will make it. You might want to talk to your doctor about getting some anti-anxiety meds to help you when you feel really badly.
Otherwise, go out and exercise and find someone other than W who you can talk to on the phone and vent. An IC can also be very helpful, it may be worth making an appointment.
WRT the bills, you may want to consider just paying them and forget about it. Otherwise I would try to make the request in a brief e-mail versus a call
Accuray
Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12 Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11 Start Reconcile: 8/15/11 Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced) In a New Relationship: 3/2015
