Say, I know it sounds juvenile- but I can't imagine NOT having feelings for my xw or hope of reconciling. GAL & seeing a C individually hasn't dimmed my feelings, hopes ... or lonliness. I've been totally open and honest with everyone... The person that I'm friends with/ seeing casually is also divorced and it is nice to talk with/see someone who has their life together after having everything turned inside out. I let my wx know...maybe deep down I was hoping it would make her jealous...I don't know...Maybe I was asking for permission- after being 100% committed for 18+ years I feel as though I'm being unfaithful. Maybe this should be Friday's topic with the C. ... along w/ dealing with jealousy on my part- She says that she isn't seeing anyone, but images etc run through my mind and it hurts so much!
(F.K.A. Broken422)
US 40's M 17,T 19 2 BOYS 13,16 Divorced 4/2012 11/2011 W SAID SHE WANTS D
"When it is dark enough,you can see the stars"- Ralph Waldo Emerson
